finally feeling better!


I am finally feeling better. Since last Saturday I’ve been having really bad pain in the right side of my back, I thought I pulled a muscle or pinched a nerve so instead of going to the doctor’s or urgent care I just powered through the pain. The whole week I pretty much sat around in bed doing nothing, It honestly hurt too much to move. I’m not even exaggerating either, I wasn’t able to sleep through the night once that week, I woke up every couple hours trying to get comfortable without relief. There were multiple nights where I would just be laying there crying because the pain got too bad.

After a couple days of just having back pain I started to develop a headache (which felt more like a concussion) and some chest pains. On Sunday morning I woke up still feeling like shit, I was planning to tough it out until Monday morning (I had a doctor’s appointment) but around 12pm the pain was too intense. I called my friend (LIKE USUAL TOM WAS BUSY DOING CAR SHIT) to take me to emergency.

We were in emergency from 2-9:30pm. They took a urine test, blood test, ct scan, ultrasound, x rays, lung scan, etc. I can’t even type this without getting mad.


Around 3 weeks ago I thought I had a UTI (I’ve never had one before) but the symptoms went away after about a week. I thought this meant the uti went away on it’s own but NOOOOOOOOOO, apparently the infection made it’s way into my kidneys which is what caused the extreme pain. I honestly started crying when the doctor told me that, I felt so dumb for not getting it treated sooner and letting it cause me so much pain. Next time I have any medical issue I’m treating it like I’m dying because there is NO WAY in hell I ever want to go through that again.

They gave me pain medication via iv which helped greatly, and antibiotics to take for 10 days, unfortunately they didn’t give me anything for the pain to bring home so the first couple days after that were kind of hard. The night after I got back from emergency I was actually up from 1-4am throwing up. The antibiotics are now working and I am only in the slightest bit of pain, super bearable compared to what I was feeling before.

I sound like such a little bitch but honestly it did hurt that bad. This whole post might be tmi but let’s be honest I’m probably the only one who is ever going to read this.

IMG_3262.JPGcute pic of me after crying off all my makeup



Tom + the love of his life

My boyfriend Tom is REALLY fucking into cars, his car specifically. Sometimes I think he loves his car more than me, seriously, I’ve cried about it way too many times lol. ANYWAYS this weekend him and friends installed his coil overs and camber arms. He isn’t that low yet because the coil overs have to settle, so that didn’t make for great pics. Our friend Mitchell on the other hand, has a lowered Lexus that looks wonderful in almost any picture.


img_0615img_0356I only got one a couple nice pics of Tom’s car, once the coil overs settle I’m sure we will take more pictures, also once it gets a bit warmer, it’s still a bit chilly out.


This whole entire weekend revolved around Tom and the love of his life (his car), so I’m glad it’s over. I sound so bitter but you would be too if ALL you ever heard about was cars, it gets very hard to listen to. Even his friends agree he’s too obsessed. At least he’s passionate about something.

there insta’s are:

@thomas.parry or thatstaticgenae

@mitchellgibson15 or @is250_mitch


happy valentine’s day!

Happy Valentine’s day!! Since it’s valentine’s day today I figured I would attempt to put on eyeshadow, kinda worked i guess? I’m not too great with makeup but I’m trying to get better.

I was trying to go for more of a pink look for valentine’s day but it just looks mostly neutral. Sadly I don’t have red eyeshadow or I would have went with that.

My boyfriend and I decided to just staying in tonight rather than going out for dinner or something else, so for part of his gift I made a little valentine’s day box. I used a box I already had from Ikea and decorated the outside with some paper hearts to make it look cuter.

In the box I put 2 bags of already popped popcorn, 2 gatorades, mini packs of goldfish, skittles, fruit gummies, reese peanut butter cups, gum, 2 small bags of chips, a bottle of wine, a bottle of vodka, the 1st and 2nd season of criminal minds, and 2 keychains; a turbo and a brembo wheel. I also bought cake mix and icing to make a pretty cake:)


The last thing I got him was just a card I ordered off Etsy. As soon as I saw it I knew I had to order it, It’s literally how we met and started dating haha.


Anyways, the plan for tonight is to order food, watch criminal minds, eat a lot of junk food, and just relax.

Happy Valentine’s Day hope anyone who reads this has a lovely day xoxo